There's this fren maky hu used 2 call me peach or jea,that i dont knw where did he get those,anlayo nman sa tingin ko,from precious 2 peach and joy 2 jea. ., my name is too long 4 me, prep pa lang ako hirap na talaga ako 2 put my name in just one line,hindi kasya,my little mind can't comprehend why there's so much letter that i need 2 write that time and ended up confused for my last name. While others come 2 finishd it with just one writing. Buti na lang MS. Panem was too considerate about it. .,she always come 2 check my name first b4 i start every activity paper..,guiding me to take every space and let my whole name fits at the 1st line,little by little i came 2 learn how 2 adjust my writings and so with the spacing.., masyadong broaden kc,i realized how far d first name 2 the second kaya ayun nawawala yung last name and section . ., fast learner nman daw ako kahit papano,mejo sa pangalan lang nagkakatalo
... :) it was a trick that i can excel on our activity works yet i cant handle my name ..,i understand why eklok persistently take his name with so much honor,remember him at funny comics?:) . .,he used 2 pad papers para sa pangalan niya. .. Pinagdugtong ang dalawang pad paper para maisulat ng diretso yung name niya,bawal daw kasi sabi ng teacher niya na magkahiwalay, turnd up to be his last name at the second line. .funny how he react when his teacher warned him about it..,that he needs to,whether how long it may take or how long his pad will take him writing his name,walang labis walang kulang,kasi ayaw niyang magkagulo d whole family about it...giving respect to those people who gave or rather complete his name after,pangalan ng father niya,mommy,lolo at lola. .sum it all,its too long nga, hindi ko na matandaan the exact name, basta sure ako me PERCIUS or PERSUS sa name niya, la eh, malapit sa name ko ;)...so he askd his teacher 2 bear with him..respeto sa pangalang ibinigay sa kanya at respeto sa mga taong proudly nagbigay sa kanya...
I still have those papers pa kasi, my "mamang" compiled it in a plastic envelope,mahirap na pag binaha kami sa tidal wave nun' :) ..,my 1st writing,my 1st assignment,artworks,spelling,quizzes,lahat na from prep and some nung gradeskul na... My "manang"(ate glad) have her own din and sometimes we ended up comparing our writings nun,and always laugh kung pano kadistorted yung mga sulat ko from her..it was fun reminiscing those things, those stars on your papers, artworks, mostly bahay and garden lang,.distorted face pero nakakatuwa,. .what i've noticed dun sa mga papel ko back then is walang masyadong erasure,.. Culd hav been na masyado akong aksaya sa papel o i dont really get to much erasure coz i know wat i'm doing back then,that i know what i'm writing and stickd for whats really in my head,my mind at bahala na paglapat sa papel..,hindi nman uso ang cheating nun,and i dont,honestly, contemplate in doing that.,mostly nung hischool ganun, though i had witnessd most especially exams, i didnt come to try it
kasi dyahe..coz i know what will gonna happen next if ganun din ung gagawin ko,sino niloko ko ? teacher ko? clessmates? o " MAS " to myself..,i will nver be as excited as i am to know my score after, i will nver get an accomplish thru myself,getting the lowest score wuldnt hurt..4 you know you can make it better the next tym..mgreview,listen in class.if that doesnt work and you'll come up with low score again then double the effort,.dont take cheating or making some kodigo as an option,i think you should not take it that way coz it will nver do you good,you'll nver learn,you will just depend on it... you will end up nothing..." Haan mo nga pakay-babainan no sika ti kababaan ti score na sa whole class,ken awan ti makaitured nga mangantiyaw kaniam ngamin ammo da dijay bagi da nga adda madi nga naaramid da isu nga haan da mabalin nga agpannakkel kenka.. :) hanggat kaya mo maging iba sa mga bagay na tingin mo pwedeng gawin ng tama,do it,masyado kasing dumadami yung mga bagay na nakikita nating mali and we ended up came doing it
na rin porke't nasasabi nating ginagawa rin nman ng iba,na common na ung mga ganong gawain kaya ok lng na gawin mo din.., its lyk when you get to fall in love with someone,you do thngs na pwedeng mapansin ka or to love you back and take him as ur man,hmmnnn. . Wat do u nid to do? Ok lng nman makipgflirt kc gngawa nman ng iba... ok lang na ako na mismo manligaw,ok nman na un sa iba, .. Until maging radical ka na of thnkng how to get that man... Im not saying na mali lahat un,im not in the ryt position 2 say that.. pwedeng ako pwede ko rin gawin yun....but can you think of any other pocble ways na pwedeng mainlove din sau ung tao or mapansin ka rin as sumthng special in his eyes na hndi na dapat humantong sa ganun, . ? . .
I think u can,we can. .. know him,ipakilala mo sarili mo if u want do good thngs that culd probably make him conscious about it.,him to appreciate it.., let d true you comes out even hes around,.if u've done those thngs and he still get not to lyk you then accept it...sa mga bagay na pwede namang gawin ng tama, dun ka na di ba? atleast pwedeng nakaiwas ka sa mas malalang sitwasyon,... sabi nga ni BOB ONG : isisi mo lahat sa mga taong umabuso sayo, sa mga nanakit sayo, magpaka-rebelde ka, maging radical, pero sa bandang huli ikaw din ang talo,..
If makikisabay ako sa pagging not perfect ng life naten at maging komportable na lang ako sa mga bagay na di akma sa paniniwala at kinalakhan ko,mali ba na asamin sa sarili ko na gumawa ng tama sa paningin ko at makisama sa buhay pero huwag mgpatangay sa mga kamalian nito. . ? wala lang, naisip ko lang , wala namang tama o mali eh, sabi nga nila we're here to learn, to appreciate things, love others, live the dream that you aimed ...,at the end of the day i just live my life the way I wanted to...
"Sa puso ko nananahan ang bagong pag-asa.., sa mga maliliit na bagay na puwedeng gawin ng tama..,
.....and I also refused to believe that i'm part of the "LOST GENERATION" .
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