Something unusual happend last night. ., i can't sleep. ., i used to take my kafka book when i can't take my self 2 sleep,or my pen to write something,but it gives no difference ., maybe this past few days i was restless.. or maybe i wanted to start my yufie draft,..or maybe i want to hear somethng from my friends, families at ilocos. .,yung tipong " uy ! May bago ng resort saten ! " or somethng about a new commercial complex at vigan or mismo sa narvacan ü . . . Or , the new sea port at sulvec ü . .,
"Mayyaw-awan nak latta. ., "
Seeing the moon last night makes me remember those escapades from ilocos. ., bonfire sa likod ng bahay, kantahan, kwentuhan under the moon, making a series of "are you afraid of the dark " and the walang tulugan magic sing . . ,vigan heritage ghost hunting ? .., plaza fair ,..
I just wanted to feel good . ., though i'm not really ok then, i just wanted 2 brush off that sad emotion hovering over me ., if only i could get another chance to see her again, if only i could steal one final glance, one final talk. .. now ive come 2 realized why sadness hit me the time she wave goodbye. .the last day we've met.. , why i can't take my eyes from her when she came to say we'll gonna meet again soon when i get home.. , kung ba't hindi maputol putol yung paalaman . ., though i saw those sweet smile, those glowing eyes,still, it gives sadness in my heart . .,
The moon doesnt show emotions, but you can see when it glows from the sky. ., the moon always remind me everything from ilocos, . . walang araw or should i say gabi na i don't come to see it. ., living at sulvec beach. .? there's only 3 things that u cant miss everyday, . .the sun,d moon, the sea,. .
The sun. ..aiza hapen to be my classmate in gradeschool, a friend, playmate, kagroup, , . Everyday sila mga kalaro ko, every single hour sila mga kasama ko. .. we do a lot of things under the sun,we've come to share every baon na meron man kami. .,gradeskul. .iisang school,iisang pinanggalingan,lahat taga sulvec, to be friend with everyone was not that hard,either when it comes to sharing. ., madaming masasayang araw na kasama sila,.... na kasama si aiza.
The sea . ..we came to meet up sa shore after ng class sa hapon. . Laro ulet what else or ligo... but we only have an hour cguro nun to spend with them,malayo kc uuwian nila. ., i have to study at NNCHS when we got in hischool,most of them stayed in ISPSC..walang nakalimot kahit papano, and i always come to meet her and the rest sa "igid ng baybay" sa sea port unexpectedly..there we used to talk,kamustahan and kwen2han . .its always a nice meet up,coz u tend to realized how you missed them so much...
The moon. .. A lot of meet ups, after highschool, hapend by nights... Barrio fiesta. .. lagi ngkakasalubong or nakakasabay sa pagpasok sa plaza,.. Aiza always come to recognize me 1st, malabo talaga mata ko when it hits midnight,..wlang night vision :). .siya lage nangangamusta, laging ngkkwento about the rest, and when we came to watch for the incoming events sa plaza we always hope na sana di umulan,hahanapin si MR. Moon to be sure na it will be a nice night pra sa barangay fiesta namin...,that's how memorable those time was...i always come to remember those events of reunion kuno din. ., the list of joy1 joy2 and joy3, joy cabrales, precious joy (that wuld be me) and credelie joy(aiza). .,( haan da la nga mauma nga dakami ti maaw-awagan no adda ti program idi na,nadar-daras la kano dayjay "the joys" nga maawagan). .^_^ . .,
And Yet we never get bored din singing our favorite anthem. ."kami ang sandigan" woah! atleast we did justice to that, kami ang sandigang hindi magigiba ü it could have mean, the organizers of friendship troopers,hindi magigiba ü. ..
aiza came to be a jolly person, naaalala ko pa yung mga asaran at kunware awayan nila ni melvin,cuz niya and classmate din namen., yung kwentuhan na more or less kapalpakan,those kapilyuhan thing para makaganti sa mga alaskador na boys ,those tawanan habang naglilinis ng cr. .. Hays, . .Those stories,those happy moments,.., they are nothing now but precious memories...
Its just so sad that i have nothing to do with it. .. its in God's hand,in God's will. ., kaya nga pinangarap ko maging blue_fairy para kahit papano i can make 1 posible thing for those people i wanted to live long :) silly , ...that maybe God will give me the power to heal everyone and give them another life to live...But,its the truest form that i'm just like them. .,
I get sick,get weak,get tired,.and soon may get to die. .like all of us will..
God has the only right to decide when its gonna be our time.. ., we gain some we loss some,though its painful for us to loss a friend.., we continue to live para sa'yo,...
Though i cant go home for me to atleast see her for d last time, i hope she understand , . . If i can have all the time lang sana yun ang unang una kong gagawin.. I know di na rin ako makakaabot... Might wait you na lang to come and visit me... I'm more than willing to wait ü ... really, ....
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