In Silence but not Lonely

I beg God

not to let me die in an accident,

or in a hospital bed,

I want to die holding my pen,

writing on mynotebook instead,

seating in front of a view,

…being sure to have loved

…seating in front of my oceans

with the lunacy of my thoughts,

in silence but not lonely,

in peace,

in joy,

in love!

I beg God to allow me to first see

the little things in life,

to identify them as seeds,

as hidden wonders of this world.

I want to have forgotten the strife

…to have given more than I have received

…to have sheltered homeless souls

avoiding them to constantly walk alone.

I beg God to give me a life

long, long enough to love,

and to make those around me,

feeling it was all worth,

…to take away my hands if He wants

but never to empty my soul

…to make me blind with any sand

but to allow me to still feel with my own heart.

I beg God to allow me breath

until the moment I sit in front of the beach,

while smelling the breeze,

while feeling the moist in the wind,

with my heart in one place,

…being sure of what I have lived

…being sure to know it was worth.

I beg God to allow me be

after everyone has gone,

to save them the pain of loss,

…to let me take a nap and rest

…being sure of who my spirit will meet

when I cross the doors of death.

when I won‘t have more needs...

I beg God to allow me that moment

…feeling complete

in silence but not loenly,

in peace,

in joy,

in love!

Stairway To Heaven OST - na man eh nuh - Kim Hyun Ah